Thursday, 4 June 2009

(that is the most appetising MacDonald's i've seen since becoming vegetarian). Lagerfeld, i couldn't agree more. that, coupled with my desperation not to explode into a shuffling, grossly overweight heffer once i became comfortable in my relationship. i watched through apprehensive eyes as others ballooned - it was not going to be me. a year and a half later, i've lost almost a stone and two, three dress sizes? six and four are my new favourite numbers! i feel smaller, but not entirely tiny - i wholly agree with the sentiment that you can never be too thin (or too rich).

oh, my prom dress arrived the other day and it truly is gorgeous - smooth satiny swirls of the richest raspberry that glues right tight to my soft body. i hope R likes it, that he likes ME in it (an entirely liquid soup diet for the week beforehead is an unfortunate necessity). i saw him for the last time for two weeks last night and it broke my heart to see him leave this morning; i woke up with boi hands on my hips, strong sinewy arms locked round my torso and legs all tangled up with mine, it felt so perfect.

Sunday, 31 May 2009

oh, and here are some photos from the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL EVER (theoretically but not realistically).








also, i am currently coveting everything Lush, having had a mini-splurge in there yesterday. this is what i want; Vanishing Cream, Mask of Magnaminty, Dream Cream, Aqua Marina, Ocean Salt, Cosmetic Catastrophe, Love Lettuce, Aqua Milibilias and Strawberry Feels Forever. the products i bought (Cupcake, Herbalism, Tea Tree Water and Enzymion) are working beautifully and they smell so yummy!
i've decided my posts have all been a little morbid as of late, so i shall try and lighten the mood (especially as i might actually have some readers now - hi sister!). exams are fast approaching, however and all i want to do is burrow into my bed and resurface in three weeks, conviniently in time for my 18th birthday - THREE WEEKS today. i'm more excited than i care to admit - there's something immensely unattractive about someone who harps continously about their impending birthday. (BUT NO REALLY I AM SO EXCITED!!!).

actually, i'd quite like to resurface a tiny bit earlier, in time for prom (and rachel's birthday of course). i have finally found a dress! i love it to pieces - it hugs and skims all the right places (i think...i hope!) and am waiting impatiently for it arrive.


oh, and i really miss R :'(