i am just so angry! and tired ALL THE TIME. without any exception! everysingle day is plagued with bouts and lengths of frustration and inate lethargy. my solution to anything and everything, it would appear, is to sink into a fitful slumber which only seems to increase my feelings of antipathy rather than dissipating them.
i wake up grouchy and grumpy.
i want the next two months to fast-forward like a video-casseste, blurry, whirring and with undistinguishable images tripping over then last and next frames. i don't want to remember at all! i wont miss the memories...
god, this is all so depressing